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		<title>Daydreaming, Dreaming out Loud and Thoughts for Change in the New Year</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Hello 2011. I&#8217;ve seen you coming for awhile, but it&#8217;s kind of crazy we&#8217;re already over a week into the New Year.  And while every minute is just as good as any for a fresh start, there is something inspirational about a brand new day, the start of another month, and a shiny new year [...]]]></description>
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<p>Hello 2011. I&#8217;ve seen you coming for awhile, but it&#8217;s kind of crazy we&#8217;re already over a week into the New Year.  And while every minute is just as good as any for a fresh start, there is something inspirational about a brand new day, the start of another month, and a shiny new year full of possibility and hope.</p>
<p>I am a dreamer. Always have been, always will be.  <a href="http://strengths.gallup.com/110659/Homepage.aspx">StrengthsFinder</a> pegs me as &#8220;feel[ing] enthusiastic about life when [I] contemplate everything [I] can accomplish in the coming months, years, or decades.&#8221; Yep. That pretty much sums it up.  I&#8217;m just idealistic enough to believe that I&#8217;m not alive to live an ordinary life.</p>
<p>I&#8217;ve learned quite a bit about dreaming this past year though.  I showed up in Chicago ready to take on the world and excited about what the year would bring.  I had been working in other people&#8217;s photography businesses for years and had even been running my own for a good year, but 2010 marked my plunge into the world of full-time photography.  And it was good. But I was very much like <a href="http://donmilleris.com/">Donald Miller</a> in <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Million-Miles-Thousand-Years-Learned/dp/0785213066/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&amp;ie=UTF8&amp;qid=1294536614&amp;sr=1-1"> A Million Miles in a Thousand Years</a>. As he began to reframe the story of his life in such a way that it would translate well into a the movie screenplay being written about him, he realized the elements that make for a powerful story are the very same elements that make for a meaningful life.  &#8221;A character who wants something and overcomes conflict to get it is the basic structure of a good story.&#8221; He decided his plot line needed some change.  He needed a goal. And so he decided he&#8217;d start biking.  And&#8230;.he did. Except at first that consisted of him sitting on the couch watching Lance Armstrong in the Tour de France. As Lance overcame sweat and pain with each mile towards victory, Don would pump his legs every once in awhile and cheer him on, as if he were riding with him.  It sounded a lot like what I had been doing- watching friends and others in the industry run their businesses, getting inspired, and every once in awhile booking a job on my own.  In a lot of ways, I was merely daydreaming. I had no idea what was coming.</p>
<p>Oh 2010, you just had to slap me with a dose or two of reality. And thank God.  Miller talks about how as humans, we seek comfort.  We get really excited about an idea, but when it comes to down to it, we don&#8217;t want to do what it takes.  In a story, the author creates an inciting incident for his character- something that forces him to jump into the fear and discomfort and undergo the transformation he needs on the way to accomplishing his goal. For Don, it was buying a bike and some gear. He told his friends about it, and signed up with 18,000 cyclists to ride across the bridges of Portland.  It was a start of a change in his story.</p>
<p>For me, it was being gut wrenchingly honest with those who were closest to me and then doing something about it. We <em>must</em> dream and long for things.  But it is not enough to simply daydream. Accountability comes in writing down a vision and even declaring it to those we trust.  My dear friends, <a href="http://www.bobanddawndavis.com">Bob and Dawn Davis</a>, know something about that. Their lives and business have been transformed radically over the past several years by a vision that continues to grow.  It is Dawn that first encouraged me to keep these dreams in front of me at all times. So in this spirit, a few friends and I decided to &#8220;Dream Out Loud&#8221; in 2010, to have just enough audacity to confess to one another those big things we we working towards.  I couldn&#8217;t hide behind vagueness any longer.  And while it had every bit as much to do with hard work, there was something in that dreaming out loud that made a huge difference for all of us.  By admitting what we wanted, we realized we had something to lose.  And so we had no choice but to choose failure or to jump into the story wholeheartedly. It was an epic year.  One friend began to book various sessions locally and across the country specifically themed towards her style, and had her work published multiple times. Another had the boldness to change career directions and relocate his family creating many more opportunities for them.  One gained greater freedom to travel more extensively on adventure trips while continuing to be a valuable educator and resource to the local and national industry. One went to Africa for a non-profit event and had a chance to work with musicians in Nashville and LA. Another photographed two weddings in Mexico, and broke into several photography niches among specific local communities.  I was invited to photograph a wedding in India and traveled with good friends and colleagues across the country and internationally. I was blessed to meet some incredible professionals in the local wedding industry and to see my work published in several national blogs. And I began to meet clients with a similar vision and an outstanding attitude towards life, who have become so dear to my heart and make me thankful everyday.</p>
<p>The fulfillment of some of these dreams came with great struggle.  It became real. I was no longer pumping my legs, but actually riding and feeling the sweat trickle down my face.  And yet, this has only been a glimpse into a bigger story unfolding.  Dreaming out loud is only one part of the process. It helps propel us into the transformation we go through on the way to our goal.  But the dream is not enough.  Don says a character is what he does, not what he thinks about doing. &#8220;Good stories don&#8217;t happen by accident. They are planned.&#8221;</p>
<p>In order to keep up the momentum, we need to continually introduce inciting incidents into our lives.  But it must be done strategically and with a purpose in mind. My friend, <a href="http://www.danesanders.com">Dane Sanders</a>, explained it to me this way. <em>Change will happen if and only if my vision for what I want, combined with a plan to get there (even if it&#8217;s only the next step) and a dissatisfaction for the way things currently are, outweigh the cost I am willing to pay to enforce change in my life. </em> I&#8217;ve been meditating on it a year and a half now and it still blows me away.  It&#8217;s so simple.  And yet so obvious why we often settle for the less exciting story. Change is expensive.  It is going to cost me massive amounts of something that I care about. It takes pain.</p>
<p>Don Miller signed up to hike the Inca trail and invited the girl he wanted to impress, and ultimately date.  He had a clear vision for what he wanted in the next chapter in his story. But Don knew he wasn&#8217;t in any shape for the excruciating challenge. He continued to research how intense it would be until his dissatisfaction with his current level of athleticism increased. And then he joined a gym and hired a personal trainer. He made a plan.  And only with a compelling ambition, an explicit strategy, and a healthy frustration with the way things were was he able to face the pain of daily workouts that often had him doubled over puking. Does he get the girl? You&#8217;ll have to read the book for yourself to find that out. But recognizing the power in how to effectively introduce change set him on a course towards pursuing a more meaningful life than he had been living.</p>
<p>2010 was amazing, overwhelming, challenging, humbling and rewarding all at the same time. Life really keeps getting richer and fuller.  But it&#8217;s time for some new dreams and some greater adventures in 2011. If I&#8217;m being honest, I&#8217;ve been feeling pretty frustrated and uninspired recently.  I&#8217;d venture to say it&#8217;s because I&#8217;ve gotten a little comfortable. And it doesn&#8217;t feel very satisfying at all. So I locked myself up in the library for a few days to get clearer on my goals for 2011, to increase my understanding of what steps I need to take next, to allow myself to be dissatisfied with the status quo, and to determine what price I am willing to pay to live a greater story.  Sitting there amidst thousands of books and silence surrounded by the magnitude of words penned by other writers, philosophers, artists, dreamers and adventurers, I became very aware of my own call &#8220;despite my faults and despite my growing fears.&#8221; These lyrics from &#8220;The Cave&#8221; by <a href="http://www.mumfordandsons.com">Mumford and Sons</a> tell me they know a little something about taking a risk for a greater story. &#8220;And I&#8217;ll find strength in pain, and I will change my ways. I&#8217;ll know my name as it&#8217;s called again.&#8221;</p>
<p>Vision makes us aware of the price we have to pay, but it also reminds us how fulfilling it is &#8220;to live life as it&#8217;s meant to be.&#8221;  I am pointed towards the horizon of what 2011 will bring, full of expectation. I&#8217;m still going to be dreaming and reveling in life&#8217;s mysteries, but now my ambition is more clear and I have some specific, measurable goals as I intentionally strive to live a greater story. &lt;3</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-995" title="MtEvansCO" src="http://blog.jenniferkathryn.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/MtEvansCO.jpg" alt="" width="820" height="547" /></p>
<p>These are just a peak at some of my adventures last year.  As I was preparing these images, they each brought back a different emotion- awe, amusement, laughter, giddiness, wonder, joy.  Each one represents a story (including some pretty hilarious and outrageous ones), and it makes me even more thrilled for what&#8217;s ahead!!</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-997" title="BoulderCO2" src="http://blog.jenniferkathryn.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/BoulderCO2.jpg" alt="" width="820" height="547" /></p>
<p>Boulder, Colorado</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-994" title="MaroonBells" src="http://blog.jenniferkathryn.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/MaroonBells.jpg" alt="" width="820" height="500" /></p>
<p>Maroon Bells, Aspen, Colorado</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-992" title="ChichenItza" src="http://blog.jenniferkathryn.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/ChichenItza.jpg" alt="" width="820" height="547" /></p>
<p>Chichen Itza, Yucatán Peninsula, Mexico</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-993" title="Dubai" src="http://blog.jenniferkathryn.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/Dubai.jpg" alt="" width="820" height="546" /></p>
<p>Mosque in Dubai, United Arab Emirates</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-996" title="TrivandrumIndia" src="http://blog.jenniferkathryn.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/TrivandrumIndia.jpg" alt="" width="820" height="547" /></p>
<p>Trivandrum, India</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-989" title="7-26-10 Thirst Relief India" src="http://blog.jenniferkathryn.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/31_Thirst-Relief-India.jpg" alt="" width="820" height="547" /></p>
<p>Village in Coimbature, Tamil Nadu, India (while photographing for <a href="http://www.thirstrelief.org">Thirst Relief</a>)</p>
<p><img class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-990" title="AllappuzhaBeachIndia" src="http://blog.jenniferkathryn.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/AllappuzhaBeachIndia.jpg" alt="" width="820" height="547" /></p>
<p>Beach in Alleppey (Allappuzha), Kerala, India</p>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 15 Mar 2010 17:16:22 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Tonight marks our third local Fast Track Photographer meeting in Chicago, and I&#8217;m still reeling from February&#8217;s gathering. On a brutal Chicago night, almost 30 of us crammed into my tiny Lakeview apartment the night before a snowstorm for one purpose: community. With so many things going on in our lives and businesses, it&#8217;d be [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Tonight marks our third local Fast Track Photographer meeting in Chicago, and I&#8217;m still reeling from February&#8217;s gathering. On a brutal Chicago night, almost 30 of us crammed into my tiny Lakeview apartment the night before a snowstorm for one purpose: community. With so many things going on in our lives and businesses, it&#8217;d be tempting to write FTP off as one more meeting to attend&#8230;..except those of us there realized we can&#8217;t afford NOT to invest into a network of fellow creatives who support one another in our passionate pursuit of our careers.  We talked that evening of how some of us have made (or are making) the transition from one full-time career to full-time photography. It was a lively discussion that touched on business plans, to vision, to second shooting with experienced photographers. I interjected occasionally, but mostly I listened to individuals share with conviction the things that had most helped them.  From some just breaking into the industry, to those of us who&#8217;ve been doing this a few years, to seasoned experts in the industry like <a href="http://www.bobanddawndavis.com">Dawn Davis</a>, <a href="http://www.neilenterprises.com">Ted Suss</a>, and Bill Skinner from <a href="http://www.calumetphoto.com">Calumet Photo</a>, almost everyone had something to share. I was simply amazed at the willingness and eagerness to share. Even more, I was blessed by seeing the connections that were made afterwards.</p>
<p>So as a photographer, cinematographer, artist or wedding professional, what value does Fast Track hold for creatives in the Chicagoland area?  In one word: community. Relationships keep us accountable and motivated, deepen our experience, and allow us access to more resources than we could ever gain on our own.  Even in our age of independence and getting it done ourselves, the old phrase, &#8220;No man is an island,&#8221; still holds true.  In an industry that is always evolving and growing, whether you are a newbie or a seasoned pro, we all have something to offer to each other.  Fast Track serves as a vehicle to bring together industry professionals who share the same values who are committed to investing into each others businesses as we see ours grow.  To paraphrase one of Dale Carnegie&#8217;s principles, as we become <em>genuinely</em> interested in people, they will be genuinely interested in giving back.</p>
<p><a href="http://www.danesanders.com">Dane Sanders</a>, author of <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Fast-Track-Photographer-Revised-Expanded/dp/081740001X/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;s=books&amp;qid=1267746246&amp;sr=8-1">Fast Track Photographer</a> and founder of this movement takes some time to touch on our FEO- &#8220;For Each Other&#8221; values in a short video:</p>
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<p>Only days after WPPI in Las Vegas, an annual conference and tradeshow for wedding and portrait photographers, has come to a close, I am more energized than ever this year to have connected with an international community of photographers committed to being For Each Other.  Among many of the events that took place last week were several Fast Track gatherings as well as the inspirational UNITE groups formed by <a href="http://www.davidjay.com">David Jay</a>.  Dane also hosted numerous guests on <a href="http://www.ustream.tv/channel/danesanders-tv">Fast Track TV</a> to share resources with the industry worldwide.  I had an opportunity to share a little bit about our Chicago crew, and I have to say, I am stoked on you guys! I am just so proud of our group and thankful to have a such motivated and inspiring colleagues in our area.</p>
<p>Tonight we&#8217;ll be gathering at Calumet Photographic downtown at 7pm (1111. N. Cherry Avenue, Chicago, IL) thanks to Bill.  (More details <a href="http://www.facebook.com/group.php?v=app_2344061033&amp;ref=ts&amp;gid=235722939890#!/event.php?eid=317538172745&amp;index=1">here</a>.) We&#8217;re so thankful he&#8217;s made this venue available to accommodate our quickly growing group! But he took it one step further and secured approval through the VP for a special 20% Calumet products from 5:30-6:30. Talk about being For Each Other! Thanks so much, Bill!! We are so grateful for you!  Looking forward to seeing everyone later!</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[My heart is full. I&#8217;m curled up on my couch with my laptop and a glass of wine. It is 3am, and this night owl is still processing, reflecting, dreaming. Only hours ago I sat with my friends at Calumet Photo Chicago listening to Justin and Mary Marantz on the last leg of their Spread [...]]]></description>
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<p>My heart is full. I&#8217;m curled up on my couch with my laptop and a glass of wine. It is 3am, and this night owl is still processing, reflecting, dreaming. Only hours ago I sat with my friends at <a href="http://www.calumetphoto.com">Calumet Photo</a> Chicago listening to <a href="http://www.justinmarantz.com">Justin and Mary Marantz</a> on the last leg of their Spread the Love Workshop. Woven throughout the many valuable marketing insights and business principles was a lot of talk about setting goals and building momentum.  As they shared about living a life you love, being UN-ordinary (a Justin and Mary-ism), discovering what makes you unique as a photographer and an individual, and being intentional, everything I&#8217;ve learned in the past year came rushing back to me like a tidal wave. The timing could not have been more appropriate. It is exactly this time one year ago that several major changes were set into motion to lead me to where I am today. I have been lax about journaling these last few months (until very recently), but tonight I pulled it out to look back, and remember.</p>
<p><strong>February 11, 2009.</strong> Rochester, NY. I told myself I was going to start overcoming my fears, be myself, and really start getting to know photographers in the area. I had been to <a href="http://www.grpp.org">GRPP</a> (Greater Rochester Professional Photographers) meetings before, but it wasn&#8217;t until last year that I really made it a priority. <em>&#8220;I walked into the meeting tonight trying not to feel fear. I pushed it aside, took a deep breath, and felt a rush of confidence as I walked into <a href="http://www.booksmartstudio.com">Booksmart</a> [Studio]. I didn&#8217;t see anyone I recognized at first, and the fear tried to coax its way back in. I was half-tempted to turn around and walk out the door, but I smiled and willed myself to loosen up. Turns out I met some great people and truly ended up enjoying myself. Maybe I&#8217;m not a total trainwreck.&#8221;</em> Ha! It may seem small, but that was the beginning of the end of this shy girl. Little did I know that I was on the cusp of forming some deeply meaningful friendships.</p>
<p><strong>February 13-19, 2009.</strong> Las Vegas, NV. It was my friends and mentors, <a href="http://www.brodywheeler.com">Brody Wheeler</a> and <a href="http://www.backalphotography.com">Daryn Backal</a>, that had originally convinced me to go to <a href="http://www.wppionline.com">WPPI</a> in 2008, and my second year I took a risk and decided to stay with some girls I had never met before. It put me outside my comfort zone and it was one of the best decisions I&#8217;ve ever made. I was unsettled, unhappy with my job and on the brink of some major changes, and yet I still didn&#8217;t know just how profoundly this conference would affect me.  WPPI is what set in motion the renewal and pursuit of my vision and the forming of relationships that have fueled my growth this past year. As my plane departed McCarran airport and tears streamed down my face, I started this entry: <em>&#8220;I am exhausted, inspired, emotional, motivated, excited, scared as hell, deeply moved, and so very in touch with my spirit. This is the place from which I want to live my life- I want to live from my heart&#8230;.For the first time in so long, I feel PURPOSE.&#8221;</em> I cannot even begin to express to you, my friends, after years of sifting through the remains of (what I had told myself were) crumbled dreams, just how much it meant to me to tap into a reignited passion. To realize that it was more than creating art that was driving me, but that it was the entire experience that would be most fulfilling to me and my clients. To be reminded not to change who I am for anyone. To be given &#8220;permission&#8221; to break out of my box of acting like I had it &#8220;together,&#8221; and just being real as I developed relationships with my colleagues and clients. To be challenged to connect, relate, and shoot from my heart. To take a risk and go after a life I love.</p>
<p>I could go on and on about the events and people that impacted my life over the last 12 months. My first trip out to Chicago in March. <a href="http://www.davidjay.com">David Jay</a>&#8216;s talk on creating freedom in our businesses and <a href="http://www.kubotaimagetools.com">Kevin Kubota</a>&#8216;s emphasis on workflow and developing a business mantra at <a href="http://www.ppsnys.com">PPSNYS</a> (Professional Photographers of New York State) State Convention in Albany. My travels to Florida, Philadelphia, San Jose, Vegas again, LA&#8230;.Italy! My mom&#8217;s ever-growing support for me and belief in my crazy dream, and my father&#8217;s legacy of calloused hands and working hard to get what you want out of life. Developing friendships and receiving priceless instruction from <a href="http://www.kennykim.com">Kenny Kim</a>, <a href="http://www.bobanddawndavis.com">Bob and Dawn Davis</a>, and <a href="http://www.danesanders.com">Dane Sanders</a>.  Meeting friends and fellow photographers in Chicago and across the country who have opened their hearts to me, and encouraged me in my journey. I cannot even do justice to how deeply each of them has influenced my life in their unique ways, and I anticipate dedicating future posts to what an incredible investment they have made into me.  Every insight has been progressive, building upon a rock solid foundation for my business and life.</p>
<p>It may sound trite, but I just can&#8217;t stop saying it- I am just so thankful. I am so blessed. Last year I was afraid to walk into a small meeting of photographers in Rochester, and now I facilitate a group for photographers to connect in Chicago, a city I hadn&#8217;t stepped foot in until 11 months ago. Tonight I sat around sipping drinks with friends- not the &#8220;talk-about-the-weather-and-what-kind-of-camera-we-use&#8221; friends, but the true &#8220;pour-our-hearts-out-and-share-our-hopes-and-fears-I-got-your-back&#8221; kinda friends. (Wow. Seriously just blown away by how incredible each of them really are.) Last year I was using all of my energy to build someone else&#8217;s business and now I have the freedom to invest into my own. I share this not to brag, but to express my gratitude for all those who have believed in me and poured into me. And because if any of this strikes a chord in you, I want to encourage you to believe you truly have what it takes to go after what you want, and to live a life you love. One year ago, I was a shy, scared girl in Rochester with no direction. And tonight I sit here in the wee hours of the night in my apartment in Chicago, still a little scared, still a little shy, but full of vision and empowered to do whatever it takes to see it through. It has not been easy. Change is expensive. There have been many obstacles that would tempt me to give up altogether. It has already cost me massive amounts of things I care about. I am nowhere close to being &#8220;there,&#8221; yet. But I&#8217;m overcoming my fears and taking on new challenges one step at a time.</p>
<p>Listening to Justin and Mary today, I was reminded of so many disciplines I &#8220;should have&#8221; put into practice by now.  I feel a little bit like I &#8220;should be&#8221; so much further along than I am. And then I hear Dawn saying, &#8220;&#8216;Should&#8217; is no longer a part of my vocabulary.&#8221; And Dane, on redemption, &#8220;Renegotiate your commitment, and stick to it.&#8221; I look back and see just how far I have really come. It hasn&#8217;t happened overnight. There were a lot of late night talks with friends, a lot of laughter and tears, a lot of goal writing, a lot of strategizing and working long hours.  There will be plenty more of those nights, and many days of wondering if I can actually accomplish what I&#8217;ve dreamt I can.  But I cannot do anything less than I&#8217;m made to do. <em>&#8220;I have everything I need within me,&#8221;</em> I wrote a year ago. Let&#8217;s believe that. Let&#8217;s write down our goals and have faith that we can accomplish them. Let&#8217;s not settle for anything short of the live we love. Let&#8217;s be remarkable.</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[My first encounter with Fast Track Photographer was last year at WPPI through my friend, Carl Johnson.  He had been so impacted by Dane Sanders&#8216; seminar that he had to get me a copy. Little did I know what a treasure was to be found in these pages.  I let a few months go by before [...]]]></description>
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<p>My first encounter with <a href="http://store.fasttrackphotographer.com/products/all">Fast Track Photographer</a> was last year at WPPI through my friend, Carl Johnson.  He had been so impacted by <a href="http://www.danesanders.com">Dane Sanders</a>&#8216; seminar that he had to get me a copy. Little did I know what a treasure was to be found in these pages.  I let a few months go by before I picked it up. I was a little skeptical. &#8220;Fast Track Photographer?&#8221;  I had been shooting for two and a half years, desperately seeking vision, but knowing there was certainly no fast track in the photography world. Like anything worthwhile, photography is a craft that must be practiced over and over and over to be mastered.  But one day in May I decided to pick it up and see what this &#8220;Fast Track&#8221; thing was all about. I could barely put it down.  What I was reading was not a photography manual or an inspirational book, but a resource that would help me discover my core strengths and passion as an individual and how to transpose those  abilities into practical skills for my business.  There is no fast track to honing our skill- or discovering who we are. But the concept is that as a business, as a brand, as photographers, we are more than the images we produce. <strong>&#8220;The</strong><strong> real value is in the engine that creates the art- the photographer.&#8221;</strong> To invest in the value of our businesses, we need to invest in ourselves. Getting clear on what we do best and focusing on that is the heart of the book.</p>
<p>So when another good friend, <a href="http://www.kennykim.com">Kenny Kim</a>, encouraged me to go to Dane&#8217;s Fast Track Roadshow workshop in Chicago a few months later, I was all in. And it did not disappoint. I&#8217;ll save my review for another post, but the truth was it changed my life and business in many ways. And the biggest contribution was that Fast Track introduced me to an entire community of people (through the workshop and the <a href="http://forums.fasttrackphotographer.com">forums</a>) who, in this very competitive industry, were truly committed to being FOR each other.  A sense of community is cornerstone to truly thriving in all areas of our lives.  While our individuality must continually be cultivated, our personal, professional, and spiritual lives are enriched profoundly when we are connected to a group of people with common ideals and understanding. It is in realizing what we have to offer to a community that, often, our own sense of self is strengthened and we become clear on how our personal vision fits into the bigger picture.</p>
<p>Surrounding myself with individuals committed to challenging and contributing to one another has fueled my growth as a business owner.  It is with this same vision that Fast Track groups, an outlet for creatives to come together in a dynamic supported body, was birthed.  These communities are now being launched all over the country and are bringing together artists who share the same values, who want to invest in one another. It is non-exclusive and non-competitive. It&#8217;s not about any one personality, or a brand, but about a collaboration between individuals who share the same passions.  So when Dane asked if I&#8217;d facilitate in Chicago, greater than my fear of stepping into a new territory was my conviction to see such a group rise up.  And when 20 of us gathered 2 weeks ago at <a href="http://blog.averyhouse.net">Matt and Stevi Savage</a>&#8216;s place in the South Loop for our first meeting, the response was overwhelming. After spending a good 45 minutes just hanging out and getting to know one another, we convened round table style to get to the heart of what Fast Track is all about.  As we went around the room introducing ourselves, it became clear there was a greater desire for collaboration, relationship, accountability, and sharing of our resources with one another.  I looked around the room, amazed at all the different connections that were made to bring us together that night.  We were blessed to have <a href="http://www.bobanddawndavis.com">Bob Davis</a> with us, and he shared from his own experience the value of building relationships and how being tied into a larger community can keep us grounded. Bob and Dawn have been such an incredible example to me and to the whole photography industry of what it means to be &#8220;for each other,&#8221; as they conduct their lives and business with a genuine heart to give, and an authentic desire to connect.  Ted Suss (<a href="http://www.neilenterprises.com">Neil Enterprises</a> and <a href="http://www.WPPChicago.com">Wedding and Portrait Photographers of Chicago</a>) also joined us, and offered himself to the community as a resource. We walked away after our first meeting, some of us having talked late into the night, inspired and empowered. Can I just say, I truly love these guys!!</p>
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<p>(Image below taken by Matt Savage of <a href="http://blog.averyhousecreative.net">Avery House Creative</a>.)<br />
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<p>Collage below includes images from Avery House Creative, <a href="http://ottorascon.com/blog/">Otto Rascon Photography</a> and Jennifer Kathryn Photography.</p>
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<p>So much of our success is dependent upon creating the right environment for ourselves. While I tend to be more spontaneous and gravitate towards things that don&#8217;t require planning, I&#8217;ve realized that things I do not commit to do not happen. We have launched Fast Track Photographers- Chicago with the goal of committing to be FOR EACH OTHER, as we meet monthly to continue facilitating these values in our community. Our next meeting will be on Monday, February 8th at 7pm. (More details can be found <a href="http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=258728230487">here</a>.) We&#8217;d love for you to join us!!</p>
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